(The New American Apocalypse
Table of Contents: Part One; Part Two; Part Three; Part Four; Part Five; Part Six; Part Seven; Part Eight; Part Nine; Part Ten; Part Eleven; Part Twelve; Part Thirteen; Part Fourteen; Part Fifteen; Part Sixteen; Part Seventeen; Part Eighteen; Part Nineteen; Part Twenty;
[Day 26, Cont’d]
I read the words of the Dark Ones, in the tongue of the Great Darknesses, yes, I spake!:
“A woman’s place is in the home! The Lord himself seeds all wombs! Abortions shall be performed only with hooks and hangers! A child of rape is a beautiful creation, deus vult! Hupadgh’fhalma! Goka gof’nn! Damn the sluts to a thousand squirming young! Damn the prudes to barren wombs! Serve! Serve!”
My mind clouds! My vision dims! Oh, forgive me! Ms. Bradbury, especially, forgive me!
But I go on!:
“He was a troublemaker! He stole something! Look at his social media photos! The police are endowed with the right to decide what constitutes reasonable force! The burden of protecting the citizenry is a heavy one and wears on their nerves! De-escalation is an impossible option! All lives matter! Mnahn’orr’e! Bow! Bow!”
The starless cosmos glowers in my periphery! Mr. Ballard, Mr. Baldwin, Mr. Conrad, ah, I swear though my mouth betrays, my heart is not in it!
A portal forms in the center of the room, small and growing, purple and photo-negative light coils around us…the spell continues:
“The great Phallus M’Ra, worship! M’Ra’fhtagn! Rise up hard and vast, oh massive godlike Phallus, rise up and into our spirits! Come into our hands! Give us strength, M’Ra, strength of hand to silence, strength of grip to serve, strength of finger to spread the gospel wide! Ia! Ia!”
Neverending gospel of the Great Dark Ones! My lips seem to peel away from my face as I speak!:
“Uln’Vanderbilt! Uln’Pullman! Uln’Reaganomics! The worms and slaves beneath shall serve as meat for the monster of industry! Chew between the white-collared teeth those back-broken wretches, hunched in inferiority! Chew against lean muscle and fatty gristle, burn their calories empty, devour their spines! Hain’t I got the money? Hain’t I got the power!? Vanderbilt’fhtagn! Robber King of Gutted Economy, rise!”
The tenebrous portal devours all light as it opens like a vast maw in the earth! I lose my voice and it is Mr. Baldwin who smacks me over the head and keeps me speaking, even as the words I utter turn my guts and raze my weak and harrowed soul:
“Plug in! Download the Hollywood programming: yea, first we believe in the bootstrap mentality, that all men and only men and maybe a couple very attractive women are created equal and have access to equal opportunities and therefore any failings are failings of the character; yea, and second we believe in the doctrine of the meaningless, that no story shall afflict the brain with questions, no story shall drive us to act, all tales exist for the sole purpose of entertainment!
“Yea, and download the News Media Add-on: that third we believe in the news cycle, we adhere our attentiveness only to a spread of five-to-seven-days before moving on, that all problems not solved in the time frame are unsolvable, that the entertainment ends and curtain falls, that out of the camera’s focus nothing exists; yea, that fourth we believe that class does not exist, that wealth is a byproduct of competence, these men and primarily men and maybe a couple acceptable women with the right parentage are pillars of industry, Messiahs of Commerce striding among poor shriveled indigents, worthy the vault of fortune they possess; yea, that fifth we believe in Fair and Balanced reportage as labeled by articles set forth by the blinded gods of chaos chirping in the far reaches of space, that our duty as journalists rests on strong research, on finding the most disarming photographs available of white killers and most alarming photographs available of the black and brown ones, that our duty as journalists rests on adherence to the principals of the party, the writhing chaos gibbering around our meaningless lives;
“Yea, and download the Fast Forward Tube Feed: that sixth we believe in strict overabundance, that fatted bodies cannot fight and fatted minds cannot think and so we must stuff the mouths of the Cattle Class with all the cheapest feed available; yea, and that seventh we believe in the blinding flash of overly compressed frames in every minute, of pumping out a kaleidoscope of entertainment and reportage instantly overwhelming, of generating sensory overload on a scale that cannot be contained, cannot be expressed, cannot be understood except in the glibbest, blithest, most meaningless of observations delivered in under 140 pithy characters!”
And so the portal opens wide its endless mouth and down the throat of that terrible maw we see the hideous truths.
There: the American Heart of Darkness. There: the pulsing balls of the Great Darknesses.
This is dead land; this is city land. Moonlight crawls along broken columns. A horde of human flesh is fed to a machine tyrant. It devours factories full of four-fingered children. It devours poor neighborhoods and low-income housing. It devours streets and counties and parishes and dead-end towns miles away from the nearest grocery store. Its innards roar like the mouths of a thousand garbage disposals. It defecates money and meat, both equally bloody, and leaves a trail of half-digested bodies still twitching in its wake. Its eyes are black holes. Its mouth is a black hole. Its hunger is bottomless. It feasts forever. It feasts not with agenda but out of blind idiot instinct. It feasts because it can. It feasts because it feasts. There is no ‘why’ and maybe there never was.
Its world is a shattered grayscape of wasteland. The subway cars are oil-slicked worms eating their way through the mantle of the earth. The highways are taut strings clenched in its clawed fingers. The mountains are the spines of Its brethren. Smoke gutters its way up from everywhere. Charred skeletons stare up empty-eyed from mass graves lining the globe. Tentacled robber barons and zed middle-management types eat the remains of mankind with paired wines behind picture windows. The skyscrapers are great phalluses.
And every radio station and every TV show and every newspaper and every cheap liquor ad with a pouting woman on the poster all say the same thing: This Is The Way Things Are. This Is The Way Things Are. This Is The Way Things Are.
No! No! This is the way the world ends! This is the way the world ends! Not with a bang but an advert! Between The Way We’ve Always Done It and the Way We Could Change Things falls the fucking shadow!
I am screaming, I realize. I shriek with horror.
The thing, the monster I now realize is leading the Great Darknesses in their newest assault on our world, the Beast itself, peers up at me through the portal we opened and I see the infinite darkness of Its eyes shift like oozing tar. Its gaze upon me, It grins. Its teeth are smeared with blood. Viscera hang between its many fangs. It is in sore need of floss. But worse: Its breath. Or worse, still: that I can smell Its breath, that It laughs at me, at my smallness and my weakness and my cowardice, that It snickers so giddily and so happily that the reek of Its corpse-enriched breath reaches me.
Mr. Baldwin wrenches me away from the portal, clutching my wrists in his grasp.
He tells me I was trying to claw my eyes out.Share This: